Losing Control

I have had a rough week. A person that I considered a friend betrayed me in a big way and I am just not sure if I will ever be able to get over it.  Many people warned me to keep this person at arms length, but I always give people the benefit of the doubt and in this case I got screwed.

Without getting into details lets just say the experience left me in tears questioning a whole lot of decisions I have made in my life.

I wish I could say that I didn’t use food to numb the pain, but I did. I tried to control myself and I didn’t do things like I would have done it four months ago, but I still ate too much and used food to numb the pain.

This was a lesson learned for me…no matter how much I feel like “I got this”or am “cruising”…this addiction is crushing and it doesn’t take much to derail all of my efforts.

Tomorrow is a new day! It is “Mother’s Day” at Kindergarten and I am taking the day off. Hallelujah!! I can’t wait to spend some quality time with my sweet girl.

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